She tried and tried to be loved,
But failed infinite times painfully,
Waited for ages to get noticed,
But died a thousand deaths.
Is it the end of the long journey?
That never was a pleasant ride,
Hundreds of excuses for kisses,
Wasted days and years in wait.
Time mocked her endlessly,
As she succeed to stay alive,
Carrying her heavy heart,
Still strong for a journey!
I liked her on the first sight,
I knew that she’s a fighter,
Watched her pick herself,
Face the world bold!
Her smile was humble,
Yet was heavy and fragile,
Her eyes never smiled,
A mystery unresolved!
Had she lost someone?
May be but that’s sad,
For a woman so young,
To walk all alone!
Fear not if you see a locked door,
As there may be another opened,
To explore the options to soar high;
Life is a canvas, dare to hold the brush.
You may paint it black or throw colors,
As it’s your choice to choose happiness,
Overcoming expectation and deceit,
And come up with flying colours in life.
Handle failure with ease as it’s okay,
And it’s not the end of the world,
Be smart to find another solution,
Dead end may not be the end!
Like a faithful dog, don’t wait,
For the one that doesn’t know,
That you are worth much more,
Than the way you are weighed!
Let them get the same bitter taste,
They gave you as sweet memories,
That are nothing but tasteless ashes!
Grieve not for you are all alone,
As you have always been lonely,
Despite the mute, unwilling company,
That made you live in silence forever.
Ignoring you like a silent predator,
Is the weapon used against you,
Fear not to use the same weapon,
To show some sample of cruelty.
Oh! what a feeling is to drive,
A car that grows me wings,
As I accelerate and shoot,
On the road feeling liberated!
It’s no easy job if you panic,
Of the crowd that may abuse,
If you hit someone by mistake!
But being positive can only help.
The ride feels so good and cool,
I forget everything that bothers,
Travel in my world that is new,
And none but me racing fast!
The faded wall spoke stories,
Of Math, cartoon scribblings,
And a computer picture,
Must have been a small kid!
Painful time in the cancer ward,
Hurt me as how the tiny one,
Suffered in the grip of the disease,
As even adults would grow weak.
Didn’t have the guts to enquire,
About her and her existence,
But the stories on the wall flash,
On my inner mind and haunt me!
Stay away from the sick mind,
That manipulates and tries to stop, scare and destroy you,
As the evil, incompetency spreads like a moss;
Or like a parasite that invades and feeds on you.
Stay close but be far to mask your anger,
For it will drive you nuts,
Let them not know your move,
As they wait to play games with you.
Anxiety is their problem as you have nothing to do,
Wait and watch them fall, as no one escapes karma,
Pathetic is their effort to win you,
As they fail again and again,
Just to see you stand so tall.